It seems that there were lesser existence of humans today
at least, on her surface
even so
Beth had to deal with the usual small talks
those you have with new people you meet, and the usuals
sometimes being quiet seems to be the only solution
not because you are
because you want to discourage
Of course
she could find a handful, or even even more
those she came across as being fond of
it is probability, it is measurable
but at this moment
she would rather be alone
to run away from a lousy framework
that just doesn't fit to be lived through
The other day
when Beth finally get to break out from a collective of figures
such joy
she skipped along the road
when she wins her solitude
as she came to realize
a very familiar expression
which might be a thought
he once shared of
Thank you for teaching my how to fly
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Monday, January 13, 2014
Treacherous Whispers
I remember it all
I remember it all about you
how my curiosity was aroused
when you used to utilize your space
it was always the New York Times
those old English text
were you from another planet?
a high tendency, possibly
wasn't too eager, but
I concurred in silence
An illusion, constructed ——
I remember
that frame, so petite
one that I can sense from a sea of crowd
one that I know, if I saw in a foreign street
I would run
as if I've lost my mind
I would run for you
A flashback, rewound ——
fruits or nuts, for cereal
I asked
both
you answered
sounded authoritative
sounded bold, with a tinge of arrogance
clean and precise
like your art
I was intrigued, captured
like a deer, with multiple antlers
in a forest, covered in snow
all about you
as I step forward
all about you
as I had my head turned
wouldn't it be better
if I chose to remain stagnant
in the first place
wouldn't it be better
if I admire you from afar
even if I had my eyes opened
if I didn't get to know this much about you
if I didn't have to find so much of your
pieces along the way
if I didn't have to find out how,
or what I can do about them
it hurts
when I extract myself out of the picture
that feeling
as if your heart shrunk half its size
I wept,
for you are too beautiful
painstakingly beautiful
as I held myself arrested
I remember it all about you
how my curiosity was aroused
when you used to utilize your space
it was always the New York Times
those old English text
were you from another planet?
a high tendency, possibly
wasn't too eager, but
I concurred in silence
An illusion, constructed ——
I remember
that frame, so petite
one that I can sense from a sea of crowd
one that I know, if I saw in a foreign street
I would run
as if I've lost my mind
I would run for you
A flashback, rewound ——
fruits or nuts, for cereal
I asked
both
you answered
sounded authoritative
sounded bold, with a tinge of arrogance
clean and precise
like your art
I was intrigued, captured
like a deer, with multiple antlers
in a forest, covered in snow
all about you
as I step forward
all about you
as I had my head turned
wouldn't it be better
if I chose to remain stagnant
in the first place
wouldn't it be better
if I admire you from afar
even if I had my eyes opened
if I didn't get to know this much about you
if I didn't have to find so much of your
pieces along the way
if I didn't have to find out how,
or what I can do about them
it hurts
when I extract myself out of the picture
that feeling
as if your heart shrunk half its size
I wept,
for you are too beautiful
painstakingly beautiful
as I held myself arrested
Sunday, January 12, 2014
Red Velvet
Prelude
The storm of heart endured
The storm of heart endured
as its dance evolved
intensified, dramaticized
A phoenix in sight, form of fire
where will she land
with the fire she begets
Verse
How can I ever reach you
amidst external disturbance
walls and hindrance
we run free inwards
in our own space of hills, streams and valleys
perhaps we can overlay
share a waterfall or some moon dusts -
in this tangible leeway
maybe an ice-cream, or a comforter
Chorus
if I could freeze time
unfreeze you and I
so many we can explore
so many to create
we can go deep into the waters
we can go high and low, on a ship
snap but pardon me,
I don't see why this can't be ecstatic
come in with me, and I'll show you more
I'll show you more
Bridge
I remember you and the sunlight
you compliment each other
my heart skipped a beat
even if I blush
you'd steal it for your own keeping
and wouldn't tell me so -
my dear,
it has been awhile
thank you for the flowers,
those you made and kept in your bubble
I'll groom mine and have them handed to you
when the time comes -
Verse
How can I ever reach you
amidst external disturbance
walls and hindrance
we run free inwards
in our own space of hills, streams and valleys
perhaps we can overlay
share a waterfall or some moon dusts -
in this tangible leeway
maybe an ice-cream, or a comforter
Chorus
if I could freeze time
unfreeze you and I
so many we can explore
so many to create
we can go deep into the waters
we can go high and low, on a ship
snap but pardon me,
I don't see why this can't be ecstatic
come in with me, and I'll show you more
I'll show you more
Bridge
I remember you and the sunlight
you compliment each other
my heart skipped a beat
even if I blush
you'd steal it for your own keeping
and wouldn't tell me so -
my dear,
it has been awhile
thank you for the flowers,
those you made and kept in your bubble
I'll groom mine and have them handed to you
when the time comes -
Saturday, January 11, 2014
お帰り
欢迎回来
吻一个
大衣挂上
咖啡一杯
给你个按摩
给你个拥抱
给你纯情的笑
欢迎回来
给你撒娇
任你奔跑
那天我们在黑暗里
想牵起你的手
与你淘气
哪怕那一秒
接收不对的暗号
欢迎回来
洗个脸
泡个热澡
松懈 在沙发上
说个故事来听
你的童年
心碎的往事
美好的回忆
理想与梦想
对我的爱意 或许
如果你愿意
欢迎回来
舒适的被窝
有张大被
给你安抚 给你暖
给你热情 给你溺爱
也给你 很多空间
想像空间
亲爱的
欢迎回来
吻一个
大衣挂上
咖啡一杯
给你个按摩
给你个拥抱
给你纯情的笑
欢迎回来
给你撒娇
任你奔跑
那天我们在黑暗里
想牵起你的手
与你淘气
哪怕那一秒
接收不对的暗号
欢迎回来
洗个脸
泡个热澡
松懈 在沙发上
说个故事来听
你的童年
心碎的往事
美好的回忆
理想与梦想
对我的爱意 或许
如果你愿意
欢迎回来
舒适的被窝
有张大被
给你安抚 给你暖
给你热情 给你溺爱
也给你 很多空间
想像空间
亲爱的
欢迎回来
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Songbird
I wonder if I've ever stayed in your heart
swing on swings of your garden of mystic
all the time when I'm with you
you gave me butterflies inside
I'd like to look into your eyes
with no fear or constraints
have your language memorized
have your scent ingrained
Can I fly with you
into a world we've never been
we can be whoever we want
whoever we like about ourselves
trapped in the form of each
but never poor of our souls
you'll live under my skin
and I'll live underneath your bones
even though sometimes
bodies do hinder -
nonetheless,
I love it when you smile
they speak of something to me
they never lie
and I can not help but to give you more
each time you do
swing on swings of your garden of mystic
all the time when I'm with you
you gave me butterflies inside
I'd like to look into your eyes
with no fear or constraints
have your language memorized
have your scent ingrained
Can I fly with you
into a world we've never been
we can be whoever we want
whoever we like about ourselves
trapped in the form of each
but never poor of our souls
you'll live under my skin
and I'll live underneath your bones
even though sometimes
bodies do hinder -
nonetheless,
I love it when you smile
they speak of something to me
they never lie
and I can not help but to give you more
each time you do
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Mist
I stood by the sea
I longed
into a default picture
nothing changes but the colour of the sky
the pattern and sound of waves
the fine horizontal line between sky and water
but most probably, an agitated, intrusive rhythm
I argued
of you and I
didn't know where to go
skirt dried and soaked wet
was it the waves
I thought I heard you calling
you know, me and my imagination
I'm sorry
when I saw you across the waters
I shattered
I cried but it wasn't audible
it couldn't be translated
when my arms held you
I give you love
I give you home
and I give you earth
you gave me warmth
you gave me pulse
you gave me love
and more tears
"Don't ever do this again"
unconsciously expressed
but all the more,
you stood right in front of me
I held you tight
that is all I need to know
that is all I need to know
I longed
into a default picture
nothing changes but the colour of the sky
the pattern and sound of waves
the fine horizontal line between sky and water
but most probably, an agitated, intrusive rhythm
I argued
of you and I
didn't know where to go
skirt dried and soaked wet
was it the waves
I thought I heard you calling
you know, me and my imagination
I'm sorry
when I saw you across the waters
I shattered
I cried but it wasn't audible
it couldn't be translated
when my arms held you
I give you love
I give you home
and I give you earth
you gave me warmth
you gave me pulse
you gave me love
and more tears
"Don't ever do this again"
unconsciously expressed
but all the more,
you stood right in front of me
I held you tight
that is all I need to know
that is all I need to know
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
133, Perry Index
You
doing that thing
within your comfort zone
most times you make yourself happy
since it has became a source that simple, derived
I smiled when you answered
most of the time
You
doing that thing
thinking it was another harmless act
again, repetitively, with consistency
I could not fathom
it came to me
instantaneously
I've been stabbed through my body, my flesh
my heart, black holes, see through -
when your world resumed its pace
when the universe picks you up and gives you
yet another interesting ride
you said nobody's a fool
I am, nonetheless,
a living testimonial for your null hypothesis
you flew away
like I've always liked witnessing
the most gratifying satisfaction I gain
from a third person point of view
if only, I am a spectator
which I shall forever be
utmost absurd
a reflection
you rotting old fool
you'll never learn
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