System: Corrupted

If it is not an option,

it doesn't exist. No one has to create a subject out of it.

Seize the image they've created. Especially when you are, undeniably,  the targeted victims.





Thus, I begin to miss you in the oddest ways.

This is how my most earnest, vast expression is to be tuned down to a monologue,

as silent as it should sound,

amongst the daily capacity of noise an average human can tolerate.





Geez, I'm jumping into a system now.

Swinging, Hidden Consciousness

Eid Mubarak.

What have I did in this entire span of year?

Oh, I was busy fixing / mending the abstraction of this multi-dimension puzzle I own

Sometimes I thought I was there already

Sometimes I was caught off guard

It felt sulky to be reacting in such manner

There was no Plan B.




I wonder, if I was FV311984 through your eyes, sometimes.

Since the vision was so clear, once when we still clung.



After observations,

I think I am paledophobic.

You may laugh, yes you, you may,

all that you like :)



Least I think,

my emotions were spot on,

because you were there.



Good morning love,

may the sunshine embrace you with my warmth,

as you shall be blessed from now on,

with all that is left over.