eponymous: a cycle

intensity lingered

like a cell block

perhaps a disturbed frequency

      swooshed across the bushes

the fine particles of minerals, dispersed

to be remained nameless

the cry of a phantom




vows exchanged

witness unfold, bows untied

I live the moment

but the golden rule, whispered

is to remain faceless

kissed your lips then I open my eyes

a faceless figure with its arms held firm, wrapped around me




why leave behind

blood trails and pins, clues possibly

oh you're so charming

very much attractive

I don't know who we are

nor where the voice originates

should you just die and then let live

posthumously, legacies of the incognito

of consequences

a mere preference, maybe







which is why

you bleached, up to the roots

as I cupped its face

carving nought into sense

bird, floats

I've had the longest dream

a long, winding path to take

not an illusion

though many times, we tend to go too far

this world we live in

couldn't contain our thoughts of the bewildered, perplexed

strains of imaginations



having spent most of the time in life

to be immersed in plots

never lived

that is why you touched skies, the unreachable

the moment you have it translated into physicality

you have to start from crawling

naked, and shamelessly

plead as you gain



now all one can do is

breathe, and live the present

staggered breathing

I smell lead (was it?)

out of the thin air

breathing difficulties

attacked by a sting, yet

pungent and powerful



were you so gentle

slipped in like a feather

disguised in forms, for the imaginative

for all you've known

I've waited, over spans of seasons

just like how you did

writing yourself stories, in that particular fashion

spasms, at that point of life

probably never again,

'love',

you repeated













when I see you

I shall see sunshine

I shall give you love, I saved


and before I can hurt

I'll run away

时差

看你领先  超越我的时空

你作主 

你 天空破晓

你 懒洋洋 吃午饭

你 工作 认真的模样

你 指挥的声音

你 入眠前的 叹气

只能一直在前方

你回头   我往前

你依然随行

看的看 信的信

喜欢的喜欢   

自在的自在

我说 方向迷茫  

因为 我们好比在旅行

一起旅行

就这样并肩走着

格外的空间  乐

  

你回头  我往前

对未知  可以合拢

不需于你共存

重量减轻

依然可以往前

可能  我比较喜欢

看着你的背 

去跟   去追

你回头  我往前

终于

我默念你的倩影

stoic-a-cuppa

I loved you and that shall be kept in the box

sealed and buried 

sentimental somewhat

stand up for the light - not

it was bitter, though about to lose sight

all in between bitter, and tasteless

you and I are not immaculate

flaws lay naked

for story tellers -

writing plots should come close to churn 

an ability of clairvoyance  

so many window panes I've sat beside

to each, I saw you in a different glow

you are my lead actor

I am your electric sheep

beautiful distance

you caught me, just before dawn

birds were chirping

a squeak of excitement

my camouflage made it sound louder

I remained silent

you must not sense

then I wrote a note and stick it on my wall

in blocked characters

before joining the birds

the best transition of reality I had 

defined scapulae

thaw speculations

thaw accusations 

pure and light as a dandelion 

I was lifted by your existence

moments left alone 

moments created with imagination

savoured well

one that only the creator could scrutinize 

not all serves to be classified 

this is an expression, a verb

nomenclature could be an obsession

in sets of numbers, you became my complex

I shall sing you a song

a tune that wears the name of the anonymous 

my thoughts will be transmitted

unleashed, faraway

cumulus

let's stay together

I vocalized

You lazed on the couch as you read, you remained silent.

Then you throw me a glance, and a smile so faint,

okay, but I'll have your room.

purple rouge stained ceramic cups

floor lamp lit, perpetual good nights

books laid high and low, surfaces and corners

sometimes they grew legs

occasionally piled up laundry bags

a day or another, we mess our sheets

wine glasses and that bottle of whiskey

one day I woke up in my former room

with evident sunlight

you were sleeping soundlessly 

as I reached 

we lurk in our shadows

I know nothing about you

to live with the patterns of an endeared and the unknown 

you're not a subject, not a material

no apparatus, no measurements involved

you're here

part of my picture

your control, your judgement 

you read too much, you dictated 

I see myself when you were staring at the mirror

was I been given too much freedom?

a strange energy clouded within

no, we don't talk about everything

maybe anything, but not everything

I apologized when your eyes shut, as you laid peacefully

motionless, apart from your breathing

I've never learnt how to let in

even not required, between you and I

you are full of tact

I stood opposite the grain 

I am under your full sentence

In our condition, goodbyes are not essential

one day I travelled to your waves

the only way I could speak to you

I took your hand and lead you to the space

we once lived in

it was not possible for us to meet up physically

I didn't walk that path you've cleared for me

a silent route

you were the reason I stood up

then, you became an obstacle 

it was strange

I came to tell you in a dimension, a relevant one

I smiled

I was murdered, before I get to apologize