momentarily

to that corner that was dedicated to my own

I loved absolutely left alone to just do my thing

when nobody cares how I look at you

absorbed in your own little world

almost catching a sight

hey,

there's always something seductive

about standing right in front of you

amongst the others who were wanting for more attention 

and most of all

having my body singing to your groove

via the wavelengths 

falsely anticipated attacks

you spun

and I danced

the floor lit

searching you in the sea of crowd

was most indulging

no matter the distance

when our eyes met

my intentions peaked and couldn't be ignored

I never knew that I was going to see you so soon

I want to be close to you

I knew

that calmness whenever we engaged

got me even smitten

in odds to my tilted composure

you're such a gentle one

I want to be closer to you

I know

 

メガネ

use it

it of how the heart thaw upon our share of the existence

at the very least

I get to have the experience replicated

how I remember about instant fondness stacked

like pancakes

how merry

like how I had your details recalled

your fringe, the tail

and wrinkled fingers

I remembered us smiling to 

the nasal voice, when track was played

I don't scrutinize as much

but it was nice to share that same frequency 

that one that puts up a certain contraction to our facial muscles

just because we were present

just because we were there

does it mean that we don't deserve to meet again

does it mean that everything has to be squandered, albeit its intensity

one day

when I am fearless enough to spread my dragon wings open

or another day

when I earn enough to be able to have a sack of valuables collected 

I will come to you again

お願い　メガネさん

mr. fox

handing you over was never easy

together with the other two, you really meant alot 

with that sly, charming smirk you've always had

you have to be donned in that smart suit, like a decoy

a bigger purpose, so I said

despite the times I practised 

you know you would be taken away

owl, fox, octopus

what was it that I see in the future

it was you, you and you

I have no intentions to have brushed through your shoulder

that obliviously

it is the fox that I see from your eyes

and the fox that I know speaks of you

forgive me for pushing you a hundred miles farther 

you were a reason

I found 

believe me

I don't know how that happened too

between you and me

between the whale, owl and fox

awakened

alongside

the extraterrestrials 

prostitution

the air filled with a flow

we glide with

when I was trying to grasp your frequency

there's something I found out I would like to be close with,

an affinity



your still, relaxed and calmed presence

I breathe in and out with

as we sit into our designated positions




it was a night of the new moon

I got bold for awhile





I like it that you're easy to be around with

and it doesn't take a lot for beats to be written

how your voice touched the base of

             how you hear me through the recorded waves

you whispered, as though we just got up from bed


or were you just worn out




and that bit of honesty     -       honey

of course I know you have good ears

for you to be good in things you do

and that odd form of communication just went on

back and forth

back and forth







I like how comfortable it was

I don't know what was it but yes

            it was just nice








so I will wait for you to pack

and exit the door in the dark

what was let down to be stroked was a nice one


I didn't do it for you but hey,

you were worth it too




I just wished I could...

make you coffee

grab a couple of beer

have some more conversations











and then I grabbed my wallet

took out 600 ringgit



deal paid by cash