hazy

she didn't even drink much...just loads of dancing




how casual you picked up details

before we part

this girl's alone, you don't quite know what to do or feel about it

getting into it is just not the easiest

regardless how I choose to open or reach out

I got my first glass broken   that night

it wasn't as tough as I thought it would be

though my heart was taking it very cautiously 

wine was great

reading was great

work was equally great

spotting you at the corner, too was sweet

this persuasive gut feeling oozed

overwriting all laws of the universe

you gave me more of a reason 

to be free spirited






when I read, there were doubts

a sense of categorized

           boring emotions

but I seem to be able to read some sense of genuineness



you got that gift






so much for a heavier pair of boots

nothing is going to stop me from reacting to my set of instincts





you're pretty much attractive

quota

it was trance that you injected

beats in my head

colours sensed with my eyes closed

you stayed

half conscious makes it all better remembered

a bell awakened

with external stimuli in your shoes and mine

we had a great time

you left a morning 

on the bed

topless

an outline of your curved spine

not the strongest built 

                 such tender to be remembered

I jumped off my nest

and took it with me

           makes me wonder

if I could ever run out feeling what I felt

go back to bed

overlap

when the dance floor belongs to me but me alone

i dived into that dimension

myself, spinning, grooving

though I wish to have you to be part of that


were you?



i need not try too hard

to fall into what I think

perceiving you is all about

with a slight push and pull

all you need to do is to respond and be stiff

even the slightest

i remember how it is

to feel peace when i welcomed

what it is to just trust

with you in the picture





this new realm that you shared

and i walked into

and put two worlds together







pure ecstasy

dance floor

is this what it is

when peace call upon

no room for doubts

no room to draw back


my threshold overcame via a bottle of cold beer

didn't taste the best but it put me to a place similiar

to one zone, a space I desire

no room for shoe identification

no room for bleeding heart          when bodies touch


for all reasons, how it ended

was what I felt most comfortable with

I am on the right track

it was a natural flow of movement

one inch to another

one dimension to the other

fulfilled

on the dance floor

no room for self destruction

no room for intrusion



and we connected

with invisible alien antennas




my peace registered

fragments

through the glass there were a thicker frame of glasses

inside the booth stood a lone woodstock 

it feels like I heard a shattered glass when I first saw you

that would be the sfx

neutral, nothing in between




you may look undefinable

like time never ticked since you've decided

until I notice your hands and fingers

they told me stories

in a glimpse

I forgot how it took place

I did not have your hand held

I stood as I ponder

your secrets and dark fables

befriend

prelude
I was calling out for you,

some sort of intensity sent through the waves


doesn't matter what I've done

rather what I've been trying hard to keep from releasing

self-conversations dedicated to you

the sorts



then our wavelengths intercepted






verse
to befriend is a goal to box

fact is, I dream being with you day and night

no boundaries, no status

just sharing the space and the present

learning one and two about

your quirks and expression

body language

mind, triple-filtered via thick glasses

the manner you function

     
        my questions to be answered



chorus
much as my thoughts painted vivid

there was hardly a time for it to be conveyed

perhaps it is our shoulder that does the talking, because

it was vibrating through our silence


my flesh and body became a hindrance

   
         that moment

for my physical appearance decided the heart to be squashed

foolishness to sign-up and be declared


and perhaps a brief moment of freedom

speaking poetry under the breath of your disco beats




must have been an unresolved mystery that I wish to chase for

and to save

the clock ticks



verse
only you will be able to receive my flow of thoughts

the proclaimed truth,
not even myself

I shall let go frameworks built for protection

and look for the day where we both can fly high, together

instead

微笑

心知你是不会奢侈

我却像阳光般地慷慨

并没有丝毫恶意

只是弱势地  一五一十地

对你表露




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