什么？

我觉得这个地方 凭空虚假

就是凭空虚假

来到这个城市

你擦身而过的就会到此结束

如此表面

如此肤浅

我看错真心可以被看见

原来是被视为透明

这个虚伪的构架

这个虚伪的结构

虚伪得我好像鄙视它

虚伪得我累了

不怪得我潜意识

看不透

问道：什么？

Of Sunflowers and Roses.

I am truly happy when I heard the news

of her getting married.

For all the years that I salute and adore,

all the while that her drilling were being appreciated,

all of the chances that she had selflessly given,

it is indeed as ideal as a role model in imagination..

It feels so good that you'll leave the rest of your live

in the hands of the other as you move on.

I am really happy for you teacher :)

May God bless you.

She Voice.

Was there a girl that do not dream to be demure,

as an orchid that smells dainty,

as kind as a mother sings her child to bed.

If only she does not have to hide from the cunning world,

impersonate little thorns around her,

to reserve her softness to the only one that she could be her true self with.

iFeel.

I'd always feel grateful,

upon your generosity.

You'd never realize that how I will tend to

digest those little gestures

and translate them into a written form of love.

Thank you girl friend. You opened my eyes.

Yum, ugg.

Yummy ugg boots. I actually recognized my first ugg boots on....AuditionSEA's closet.
Yes you just gotta believe that online games are doing us good in one word...or another.


Now post this and head on to http://www.whoogaboots.co.uk/ukugg.asp?p=freeuggboots to win your pair :)

当

当我需要宝贝手机下注一半安全感时，

它溜走了。




当我需要心爱钱包下注另一半安全感时，

它被（谁）抛弃了。




当我需要一个男人来安慰我时，

哦？对不起，忘记没有这个角色。





真好笑。

我要往哪里下注哦？？

油油地

今天，我去弹钢琴。

虽然， 隔离越久就越心虚。

可是那个在脑子里印烙的旋律……

还有它油油的声音，

真够我实了一个晚上。





p/s: 虽然我配不得你好

可是我还真的很喜欢你！:)

顿时

顿时觉得
潜意识在静悄悄地跨越现实

好像有点放肆
好像有点不公平

然后就这样
立刻拉上窗门的纱

潜意识与现实
各自回家



唉

Upon Raya,

there are just so many things to share!

don't mind me but I really love colours, this page is too lack of creative juices. (for sight purposes, yes.)








































































www.rayapostcards.blogspot.com is the place to head for further action!
If not just feast them the way like I do :).

picutre credits to www.rayapostcards.blogspot.com






we always celebrate them together kan?　
:)

福建面

这里有许许多多的‘招牌’福建面
常常听说值得介绍，
听起来像想象般地好吃……

只是每一次叫到，
捧到面前来的却是
炒得黑黑的粗面，加上重重的猪油炸，
这版本的福建面。

不忘说每次吃得狼狈得很
嘴边沾满 衣服满滴

其实毫无满足感



让我更喜爱 在家里一醒来的扑鼻香
一回家
愿意被迷惑的橙色加蛋福建面

The Look.

It's not until I notice you,
I realized that I really like you a lot.

I do not have to make it clear,
tell someone or voice it out,

All I have to do is to keep it with me,
and smile whenever I recalled you...

..this little white sneakers of someone.

Fun.

It's a long time ago since I had my thrown up laughs.

I'm glad, and also grateful...

that it made me feel like I'm back to high school, after so many years.



I don't know how to express this,

but it was real nice to have the time spent with you guys.

Thanks :)

Season of Lost.

It was a friend,
once a close bond,
once so merry;

There was this chance,
so bright,
not too imaginative,
that you think you'd almost have a touch of it;

And this momentum you've always had,
thought that it will be controlled,
content of how things were....


..until one day,
where the frequency met,
they spark together and was vacuumed into the black hole.


This is when that you would call,
the season of lost.

Cope.

With the sudden rain ( solved by minnie umbrella with love),
the hiked taxi fares (solved by tick tocks and a highly anticipated name-on-bar-list-chance)
the late night practices ( solved by....erm..more "patut-lah"s?)
the soaking wet only sport shoes I have ( which triggers a new wish list...)


Oh I guess I'm struggling again for my first-half-of-the-week.

Inspiration 1.0.1

picture credits to pipit.cccelsius.com














When I first saw her,
I never thought design could be this inspiring.
She kept me all to herself,
exploring her with an unusual expression,
breathing all her scents that she left out.

Never I knew that the form of the Seducer would be expressed in digital art.
It gives me a total freshness of what came out in some form of Chinese, I guess.

In the end, we knew that
Irony clouds like evening chirping birds around me.

Corners

Corners of the streets where couples Frenched,
corners of the streets where she had her handbag snatched,
corners of the streets where he lost his way to the musical event,
corners of the streets where she felt helpless waiting for nobody.

I had fun exploring KL and the stages this week.
Big lights and audio system awaits like they are always there- welcoming.
It feels so good to smile and pour out your free flow,
and I am going to explore more of the theaters and stages in this urban land. ;)

p/s: Check out check out check out KL Live Centre (tonight)!! :D



My act is to perform,
so is my role.

Lovely Lovely.

In the midst of being busy, I got myself busier :).

The long waited Urbanscapes was finally in front of the doorstep, and there was quite alot to go through... but I finally had my feet on the grounds of Sentul Park, breathing the air of KLPAC :D.

Urbanscapes was great! With all the fun and interestin people around, the energy of young people that you can absolutely feel it inside out, artsy fartsy stuff all over...Ahhhhhh, I felt like I'm breathing my own air again!

The whole thing is just nice, the atmosphere, the evening breeze, the music ( No, I didn't get myself a ticket for it :( ), the bazaar, the colourful helium balloons, the old friends that I met, the tiny winy spree I had, the fashion kakis, oooooh, worth every sweat and ticktocks for it.

Too bad that I don't have a camera with me, and having the wrong day of visit from the hormons. Anyhow, I'm still unstopable. ;)

A big thank you to girl friend Eileen! It brings back alot of good old times with you and I sure loved the accompany of yours on Sat. I'm grateful to land on where I feel belonged, no one can play your part that you did back then. :)

Thankiu very much!

In Memorial Of:

At 7, I had my mornings spent with the videos,
which he thought me what music is, who is he,
and why he's such a big thing.

I can't get bored of the everyday doses,
it was welcoming, it was happy,
it was how one would like to see the other shine,
it was inspiring.


At my teens, there were big news about child molesting,
and how he fought it off,
which is where I started to understand,
where he was standing, why people stood up like that,

it was too murky to see,
but I'm glad for him when it was over.

At one of my jogging sessions, when I was 19,
I hooked up to one of his songs,
that's where I started to turn back to him as I did 10 years ago,
I drew myself closer, from a book about him,
being mesmerized - again,
to breathe like the way I was first close to his music,
to pick up the pieces I've lost on the road,
and I'm glad that I did.

His existance was beautiful,
until the day that he was announced dead,
makes it so hard to believe.

MJ, you were a living legend,
and will always be.

Bladder Bad Day.

May: Holidays Part1.
I found out new places and began to be aware of rest stations (well...not really), until I actually found out that it's sort of a Need. :(


To simply say it, the last time I went up to the bus, I was alerted for a toilet trip, but I ignored it.


I assumed that I always have strong muscles to handle it, so I close my eyes and just sleep... even before the Bridge was in sight.


And it ended up that I was awaken by the pain, signaled that I couldn't hold it anymore..
I was waiting for the time for the rest station,
I want to just request for an earlier stop from the bus driver,
but I couldn't move much coz I couldn't afford a spill,
and it's so pain that everything starts to run in my mind...


....it feels like it IS going to burst anytime, literally!


The pain lasted for 1 hour.
After that, I told myself that I must google for 'burst bladder' online. (No, this was not made up.)

And I got my answers.
(You should get them too.)



So please raise your awareness my friends,
don't hold on your pee.

A Reason for Sugar Daddies.

Luckily they are way too pricey, else I'll get all of them....
(I guess I will)

picture credits to http://lockedstyle.blogspot.com/

'Python Bites the Paddle Pop'
from Locked Style

RM500 including postage (negotiable)

A STUART WEIZMAN from Italy.

loving the snake-skin-like and the lovely colours- subtle and not too bold,
sweeeeeet statement making :D





Next is the GoJane collection.
Never heard of it before it was brought in by the blogshops.
The first blogshop to bring them in is AngelFac3 (if I'm right),
and the others picked up such as FRINGE, clothes bucket,
and more to go.


Prices are normally >RM100. Huuuu.
Tried to get myself a pair of em but it didn't fit me in,
and she found her new owner in the far end of Aussie in the end.




started to love em Nude.
Makes her as if she's part of you, agreed?　xD
RM172 including postage





Hmm, nothing wins the red and glossy.
She speaks like killer lips I'd say!
RM166 including postage





...and this is for the humble.
Earth colours shows that :D
RM167 including postage





Cage 'em nice.
Looks so fine even without wearing it....
RM235 including postage





picture credits to http://theshoecupboard.blogspot.com/

Comes this pink lady.
See how the light tone and transparent heels click together.
Yummmm :D
RM196 inclusive postage




These are all from The Shoe Cupboard
ain't really for promoting purposes...
but who doesn't want a deal of the cheapest GoJanes in town heheh :P


Prices are stated to fit materials into reality.
We just don't dream on without figures don't we.

Shoes I love <3 <3 <3 <3




It's just good that I'm literally broke rite now.

Lost Without You.

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby





Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to here it





Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it
Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby





Cause you will tell me every morning
oooohhh aww yeah baby
ooooh yeah
oh baby
oh darlin
all right right





I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby




I'm so lost without you my baby.
Knowing that you would never come back to me anymore..and that I will have to move on,
knowing that I've already tried in every way to treat you well,
to give you protection,
to really make you mine,
but you just have to leave my dear,

our time is up.


I wish that you'd end up better somewhere.









In memory of my beloved W880, the slim cellphone.
love couldn't just be explain with words.

Then Again...

As usual, I've been going through my regular hunting,



and I stumble upon this cute ice-on-the-stick below:








picture credits to osixnine.blogspot.com
find out more from http://osixnine.blogspot.com/



cute sangat
just see how nostalgic this is....
I absolutely love chasing the ice-cream man with the song he plays on his vehicle.




On second thoughts,

it seems that they only match with girls of these..





vote for kawaii!







...and vote for me!










and maybe....
for the originals/ extremists like these girls..



:O

Oh they go well together more than I do,
I guess.








So there you have it,
another s-vunderbar reason to stop the 'shop till you drop' plan.
Oh, bless my savings.

Go Go Wahai Services!

Agence France-Presse - 4/22/2009 9:32 AM GMT

Malaysia to liberalise parts of services sector

Malaysia said Wednesday it will liberalise parts of the services sector, removing ownership rules linked to a controversial affirmative action policy for majority Muslim Malays.

Prime Minister Najib Razak, who was sworn in earlier this month, said that 27 sub-sectors would be liberalised "to attract more investments, bring in more professionals and technology as well as strengthen competitiveness."

The areas targeted for liberalisation are in the areas of health and social services, tourism, transport, business services and computer and related services.

Businesses in those service industries will no longer have to be 30 percent owned by "bumiputera" -- a term that means "son of the soil" and takes in Malays and indigenous tribes.

The rule is part of the New Economic Policy (NEP), launched after 1969 racial riots, in an effort to narrow the wealth gap between ethnic Chinese -- who control the business sector -- and Malays, who dominate government.

Critics say the policy has failed and that its biggest beneficiaries have been Malay entrepreneurs who cash in on an array of perks including discounts on property purchases and specially allocated government projects.

"The liberalisation of the services sector is pursued with the view of creating a conducive business environment to attract investments, technology and to create higher value employment opportunities," Najib said.

"These efforts are expected to enhance the level of competitiveness of the services sector in the country," he said in a statement.

Wan Suhaimi Saidi, an analyst at Kenanga Investment Bank, said the move was a response to criticism that the bumiputera policy is making Malaysia more uncompetitive even as it slides towards recession during the global downturn.

"The move is clearly about relaxing the equity conditions that have been a bone of contention among some investors," he said.

"Eliminating the 30 percent bumiputera equity requirement in these service sub-sectors is good for the market as it will encourage investment in a more politically correct way."

Under the measure, up to five international law firms will also be allowed to offer services relating to Islamic finance. The government wants the Muslim-majority country to become a global hub for Islamic banking.

copied from http://news.my.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3209658

and credits to MSN News.

A big Yuuhoo to the service segments, lets see whether PM's decision will turn into action.

EMC ahead, current issues thats why. Hahahahaha...

Dear Dear Brother.

To my dearest brother,
good looking, witty, smart,
lazy, big tummy, slacking, hong-soh, car snatcher, unreliable driver,
but always making me proud...


Ohh Happy Birthday to you!!

Actually I did really plan to come back and celebrate your birthday together with the family...

Sadly there was something on plan that I had to attend, but they suddenly announced that it is canceled, sad sangat...





Erm ok loh...in return, I compensate you in a way that if you want me to 'bring' back anything from here..just let me know...IF you manage to read this post before I go back that is...hhahaha

And again, happy 19th birthday! Enjoy your last teenage!

Idolized- Aftermath.

BEHOLD,



OUR UTAR IDOL.....






Ee Xin, WE LOVE YOU FOREVER!

And so it has come to a halt,
the ending of UTAR Idol.

It is actually a history that drove my thirst of anticipation (like wth??), when I see everyone working for it, and that even happens before the real day.
On the day itself, we worked it out in our way, and it is real good to sing with all that feels the same. I mean, in the process of 'comrade hunting', you'll eventually land onto a new found land like this....it's so nice, as I feel it.

The stage was a great one. As there were fans for everyone, there were this glamour factor all around the corner, it was exciting, it was anticipated, it was boiling and dramatic, as it was all happening. Guess it made all of us feel like we're stars and the stage is all ours :D

This is really a precious weekend to me, cause it gathers all the emotion from the bottom of my heart. New friends were made, existing friends were supportive and old friends popped out out of my expectations... these discovers are already my three priceless trophies. I'm still so excited okay XD.

And not to forget my cute family members and relatives as well... it's just the UTAR idol but I've never felt such great support ever...thanks for the emails calls and everything!



As for my performance,
the duet was a nice one :)
To partner with my other team mate aka chung guo wawa 2 hao, it was really a great experience. No doubt that practises tensed us up in a sense, but in the end we do really try to let go ourselfs and just work out for the best, wooohooo way to go Ee Xin and Yon Lynn! :D I believed everyone felt what we were trying to express :)

And the solo part...
to sing Loving You was actually a random choice. Nothing like a deep thought, nor any analysis or consequences to be bared in mind for. Even before going upstage, it was all thrown at the back of the mind.
I didn't do my whistling well, but I guess I should syukur that I hit the right notes =_=
And lucky enough for me that nothing bad happen on the other parts. Actually I enjoyed being the medium for just 3 minutes. Macam Mi Magee kan? Hhahahaha.

The 2nd runner up is merely part of the memory, all that it counts is all of the before that made me thankful sangat. This is the moment where I get my golds collected :D


OKAY!
Last but not least, a shoutout to the loves out there!
Much thanks to Shi Hoay and Hui Min, Janice, Jophennie, Siaw Chan, Min Lynn, Louis, Kanachee, Kanamui, Yung Shen and Rica, Yoke Fong, Orange, Alex, Siew Wan, Lu Ling and Hui Hsing,
Ah Seng pepe and family, Da gugu and everyone in Aussie,

team of the UTAR idol commitee, (you know who you are)

every finalist of the UTAR idol + Kok Joo, (love all the nice people I met wooot!)

Ee Xin who made the duet come true,

Yafu for the nonstop advices and support,

Guan Han for the fetches and the hardwork,

Dad and mum for asking me countless times of 'How's the UTAR Idol going',

and

everything that made this happen.



Ahhhh I feel so good.

Idolized.

UTAR idol,
another (rather outdated) idol trend among the waited-to-be-entertained.

Actually... this is a chance to expect for the unexpected,
other than that,
there's nothing to be hoped for.

It is, however,
nothing that glamorous even compared with this poster.

Come on, you can do better..
just drop by and see what show is to be suspense-d later...

Furball.

You make me so uncomfortable.

I am so tired of you.

Just go away and don't stick onto me.

Although I know you still will, in the end.



I tried telling you in every way.
I tried to be cautious, without being harsh,
yet you are still far from my expressions.

I have no intention to confuse your interpretations,
yet I still can't get to you.

Am I not clear enough to tell you,
that I'm trying not to get this close to you?

You should just stay away,
furball.

婆婆不在家

婆婆在享福过程中
再次旅行　溜
家里空空荡荡
没有人

那时我活着清闲
可以生活自己
也可以依赖树上的另一个鸟窝
没有工作
没有生活规律
想怎样就怎样
　说像鸟就像鸟　说像鱼就像鱼
　　听起来也幸福

噢
在这个离开家不远不近的地方
一个味道
一个回头
一个不好喝的炖汤
三更半夜电视台
我　想要






没用的家伙．．．．

Says 4am.

Says 4am is a time for the birds to call,
a time for sleeping heads to turn,
a time for lil dews to be formed,

but we went out for a hunt.

Says timing was kindda out of count,
we gained courage from the middle of the morning,
it was fun, it was adventurous,
...or maybe it's just me.
:D

And then we went home,
with the proudest decision that we choose to make,
no hard feelings is what it says,
to the welcoming doorstep, is what it takes.

Third Point Viewer.

When everything's partially over,
when the peak sleeks,
when most of the time,
the story isn't all about me,

I'd just like everyone to blessed.

I wish that there's too much smiles and laughter to share among,
that no one will feel like a lone soldier,
where the shoulders are always stood up by mates side by side,
that they knew,
they were blessed with the existence of each other.

Oh, All Over.

It's like a big fart out of your fart hole,
it's all over.

But this is not a normal constipation,
it burns your intestines,
burns your fart hole,
burns your spirit,
makes you weak.

So weak that you have to think of future consequences,
just like...
will I die out of colon cancer?


This is like
so cliche!

Radio Broadcasting.

Radio broadcast is better than anything cause- you don't have to reveal everything of yourself.

Well erm... it's just part of my daily-biased-mumbles.
This is a subject that I don't really look forward to,
until the day that I decided that short films are actually more complicated.

Audio mixing and editing will be what to play around...very soon! :D

Anyway I guess that we had quite alot of time to fool around the studio. Lotsa time to waste during tutorial and lagi banyak during hands-on session. Talking about blissful studio sessions, where you can control or beraction-action.

But squeezing so many people into a mini studio isn't really the way to conduct a class. Most of us get bored and only the ones infront concentrate, ....

Mmm..the 'interested' look?

and they started to snap those in the rec room.

kena tangkap :O

Her sexy back <3>

Ahhh, look at here..

My smile and your eyes, my dear...

Lilian :)

bored faces.

marilah...

And oh, not forgetting the sudden screams that appear once in a while during the midnight when uncontrolable situations appear....
spooky aite?

丢

丢

是冷漠
是拒绝
是不屑

丢

是抛弃
是摆脱
是厌烦

丢

没有重量
狠狠聚齐力气
心头上日夜 累积的气
涌上了

没空间溶你了
画面太多 太多
走开

我说走




丢了吗？

Rectangle of The Lost. (and not found)

Behold,
the beauty field of our humble Taman Free School,
spacious enough for you to play badminton or mini football match,
for first few cycling and motor riding experiences,
best place for your after dinner walks,

but once you left something back on the field,
it will never be found....
from big balls, to medium handcuffs, and small bunch of keys,
they will never come back to you.

So, have all the fun you can when you're on the field of ours,
just be careful of your belongings,
as it's unlikely to return to you once you've lost it on..

The Rectangle of The Lost.
(and not found)



*sfx*MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA*evil laughs*

CNY-to-do-List.

1. Eat as much as your tummy can fit.
(You'll hardly get bad food, it's your hometown you're eating at and it's CNY.)

2. Collect as many angpow's possible.
(Make frequent visits to friend's place within limited time.)

3. SPEND some of the angpow money.
(Season to spend after PTPTN starvation and the pampering of angpow money.)

4. Play and master and be crowned as Dai Dee of the year.
(tradisi Jalan 17/50)

5. Have one session of mercun gao gao.
(Be adventurous and lagi adventurous.)

6. 10days of pretty New Year theme outfit.
(Girls being girls.)

7. Get all the sleep beauty sleep while you can.
(For plain satisfaction, better skin, better health)

8. Meet up with everyone in any given chance.
(Best timing to express your gratitude.)

Oh well, don't have to force up more on the list.
Half of CNY is about home coming and that's enough to stay priority in the list.
Cherish time with your loved ones and please be nice to them too.
OKOK this is always overloading....

恭喜发财！



from 911usa.com.cn

You Smile.

As you move forward,
leaving behind your likings,
drifted by the issues only from the present..

You know you couldn't carry no more,
your head does its thing,
erases feelings temporarily,
but stores them in somewhere too hard to be noticed.


It just feels so good,
when you get to turn back the clock and found what you missed.
And now I know, sometimes..
we're all blinded by our present or future,
to an extend that the past is not to be reminiscence,
as though I don't remember who I am in a way.

Such good feel this is,







when you found your once-lost-track.

RM60.00

F***ed up is when,

you notice somethin,

and recall upon,

...when it's actually too late.

Role Play.

One day, I landed onto an unfamiliar land far away from home.
I didn't know what to do, everyone seems so familiar and connected to each other, as if my existence is awkward.
So unfamiliar of people, the senses and all I can do is only to watch.
So cold, so lonely, and the hunger for warmth and home..
was better to be not mentioned.






Until the other day, I decided to role play.
After all, this is such a cold urban life I'm leading, where no one knows who each other is.
Whether I'm rich or poor, evil or kind, complicated or innocent, insane or wise, strong or weak,
does not matter at all.
All I have to do, is to act on.

And I started to act my role.



8002.
We have to act much more when we get older, ain't it?

Ipoh Mari.

Ipoh trip was fun,
Ipoh trip was fun,
Ipoh trip was fun fun fun.


Food to squash into your canal,
which satisfaction makes your toes curl.
Truely, everything we ate was quite nice,
but not the meatball soup from the nga choi gai. :/
(Doesn't taste like meatball, sigh.)


Pillows and blankets under the cozy roof,
first grade hospitality with everything cool.
With fresh air and the hills to greet you any (day)time,
makes you relax and gay, flying upto cloud nine.


Old buildings with the familiar greet,
resembles anything besides the Capital's speed.
Even the well known culture of the Hooks,
spreads the dark corner with it's roots.
(Wooo woooooo!)


Pasar malam trips and gai's for dinner till late nite,
plus the frequent ronda's that made Ipoh look much tinier,
all and all this makes me feel so good,
strodding and ronda's in the middle of the land whenever we could.


Not to forget about each's existance,
of the chirps and vulgar Knn phrases.
Lights up the trip like a burning forest,
with echoes of thousand-mile-laughters.


A big thank you to everyone who made it through the choir,
and also Kevin who offers nearly everything!
This is not only a meaningful trip to everyone who sang and contributed,
also...gah, I guess everyone understands it deep inside. :)

low-wong, where ngah choi gai is served.

picture credits to hot-screenscaver.com

No pics with me cause I don't snap without a camera., hmmm. Bare with it then.

Bobby Trapped.

When you're beyond expectation,
imagination fills my picture.
When you're too good to be true,
all I can do is to sit aside and to engulf your beauty.

I missed it,
throwing myself back doing nothing,
as I'm pinned by my senses,
by what all they've gone through.

That is why I wished for more,
though I'm just too thankful that you just dropped infront of me from the sky.

Bogey Blues

Blues tumble when you're calling for it,

while bogey hides its shadow behind.