Deposit

500 points down to your account

hoping that you will make it worthy

I knew you took it away 

and did your hundred yard dash

You never did turn back

or say grace

I was left alone

without an idea of the what was going on

Why did I put my chip on you

Why did you let me down, and ran away

How can I ever entrust you again

with my earnest sincerity

You'll never even be caught red handed

with that that you're holding

you'd even discard it - to save yourself

your facade could make that convenient

it wasn't even an option...

That is why I came to loathe you

that is why I see you as a destruction

of filth

Could this be a sign?

Of agony,

could this be it?

Ideal

对爱的期盼

恐怕  剩留的时间
无法好好被实现

岁月流逝
洗脱了纯真 坦荡与小小的情节
或许这些都不重要

不知道还能不能
牵你的手 吻你的脸颊
好好对你说爱

感觉 已经快
结束了
生命

原谅我无法
可以好好爱你

亲爱的

You and Me II

I've had longer hair by now

I knew what I could carry,
of kind words being expressed

I just wonder if they would make sense to you
 - maybe not


It was a phase I want to put myself in
A dungeon
I protest in forms that I could carry
One that I would have to live with
And adjust to

I believe we exist in harmony
for it is a relationship between me, and myself




I wonder if it is all about my love to you
if you have ever intended to discover
who am I or
        what you see, a form of beauty that only I could carry

sometimes I feel that I'm alone
despite the pursue of a loved one
- you, so to speak
you never understood what I was looking out for
how are we to meet together
at that point where we once promised


Speak to me if you are with full intentions
leave me, otherwise
If my mid-length strands are for you to appreciate
I should be told so
I should be