The sun was generous, as we tell from the emitted rays
I walked without looking too far, with my dirt covered hair
freely, like I've owed nothing to anybody
until I see you from a distance
The sun was generous, cutting interactions short
I remembered turning back to watch you leave
I am out numbered, I noticed, I still am - after all this while
My vision blurred as I looked back
I don't remember your faded hair colour
but I realised I still long for your presence - even unobtainable
I remember I feared
you have been always stronger, like masculinely strong
I don't want to be hurt again
you have every capacity of doing so
my guard was built sky high, extending in parallel, as I look back
will there be a time where I will completely forget everything?
why do I have to see you again?
I don't know if you'd ever have good things to say about me
I regret that it is all this fragile
I regret that my expectations were overflowing
I don't know if we'd ever stop acting that we're all fine
The sun was generous, as we tell from the emitted rays
