Tuesday, November 26, 2024

Eyes Locked

For every little moment I remembered

One of them would be your eyes

        when they slice through corners of the room

        and pin drop silence


That very afternoon when you and your sister shared the space 

I remember identifying your bond, because of your shared eyes

I had no inkling but a hunch spoke to me

        so strong it was

that those eyes are your father's

        your sister and yours


The day came when we had to look into each other's eyes

followed by a mirroring exercise

I looked at her eyes, alternating from the left, to the right

        I could see him

Your sister is a gentle soul, a courageous one

        a kind one

Her eyes seemed to always glimmer 

        from those times I looked directly into

        to those that I observed from the side


Amongst all things that I thought I could communicate with her in the exercise

        I remembered telling her, that I'm in love with your sister

        and there it was, crystal clear

        imbued with a tinge of shyness, vulnerability and openness 

        at the very least, I thought I could share that with her through looking into her eyes


I cannot deny,

I wished it was you that was opposite me - no, actually, I can easily see that happen

The space we share whenever we do, is a magical one


So was that for me and your sister

I am thankful to have shared that connection with her, in that very circumstance


I'm not sure if she could tell what I instinctively shared

In fact, I've always been held back by the weight and oddness I carry, constantly 


That all happened when our eyes locked

little did anyone know,

I too am grateful

Wednesday, May 8, 2024

Mirror Image

That look you wore - which I knew I made happen

with your curiosity, like a bee to a flower

how odd it is, to sense your attention on me

as I pour mine on you

        if you notice, it's like a wash
        
        maybe with a pink hue



From my enthusiastic questions

and how it's been allowed - I hope you know

how I feel for you

I always like where our conversation flows, we talked and talked

you are like a child, an inquisitive and eloquent one



Here we are, I hope our thirsts are quenched 

in this timely phase

        I wonder too, if not all the time
   
        why do you have that effect on me