Monday, September 15, 2014

Dream Sequence

I fell in love with a musician

a bright, serious player

his eyes on his loved one

        he feeds her endless devotion



His space adorned with no symbols 

plainness      if any

for the traces left is built in another dimension

one that pulses innate 

one that trigger midnight moans

you would know why

if they could be visualized

such tender ears to be loved




I beamed 

knowing that we speak the same language

Gripped and let loose

smiled as I adored 

your undivided attention


     not to me

but our language

our common ground



His thoughts, centralized

in the core of a purpose

indeed, to pursue one love

seems like the only thing one can achieve




I fell in love with a musician

he feeds her endless devotion

my weakness

lays between the lines -



I fell for you, my dear one




Saturday, July 26, 2014

Untouched

Hush is our language

between golden bays, a mirrored reflection

and a distance that couldn't be measured


I fight with gargantuan strength

maybe too much for my existing gauge

I then forget where I stand,

my doubts not answered


have I forgotten of how much I despised to love?


My nest I build upon shall be revoked

for it will never be left admired

of such tender touch to be used, and to be reused

An inability, a conflict never resolved



Please forgive me

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Swell

in a brink of being denied,

you shout and cried to be heard 

you curved like a ball in the corner to be noticed 

everything awfully possible, maybe 

but they hide in your head

the probabilities, the shades 

no, darkness 




they never rise, only linger

they never see light, 

how familiar




you are told to remain your poise

like a peacock 

composed, at least

what are we trying to achieve

what do we intend to become




because we are supposed to 

according to the Gods, the norm, or the authorities 





but you, dear one

you came to me like a shooting star

where I caught you falling

that moment I had my head tilt up





Thursday, July 10, 2014

September Rain

Blue skies we bed, as we exchanged our last vows

there is no eternity,  no long lasting love

just a full stop to halt all progression



like silence but not really silent


Tears flow like a stream, naturally

though cause unknown

Romantics are the ones best in denial

like you and I






I love you
you said


Part of me believe, it's true


Part of me questioned, why should the fact be acknowledged,
when it is only entitled to be denied



I would like to tear myself apart
just so nothing made sense

and then you will notice

what it takes to put you and I
together





And now we shall exit

forward via the hallway

Just so you know,

miluji tě



Saturday, June 28, 2014

Dandelion

I remember what you said, not

But the tone, and the breath behind it

Not sure if it was tailor made, just so you could run away

You were swift, you think

Convenience, hit and run



Moonlit me



Guess I lost it all to myself

home run; a grand slam


cause I know well, we lose each other

and died on the couch after we stabbed ourselves,

after the long, sweet smooch

of sweethearts




that,

I knew

was the last time that I'll ever get to see you


Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Percy Anderson

The only reason I cried was probably because I found out that it was all real.



A mere projection of the pure and most innate. It travelled through space, greeted strangers, possibly friends.



And when you sang with the only way that I could recognized, it feels like the sky is falling down.
Tumbling, like rocks on my body.



Because it is a story about us. Apologies, lines and frequencies, regurgitated.
We printed pages, so we shall not be too hard on us. On ourselves.



You teared, I was going to wipe them away.








so maybe next time you won't leave

Monday, June 2, 2014

a pinch of salt

I cannot encrypt

thoughts behind the laughter

when you stringed a smile

your eyes, tense

I was never designed to be there for you

to share your pain

we were grouped for we know gluttony

I am, thus, a floating carcass on the surface of superficiality


Apologies flicked our shoulders

our eyes couldn't meet

if this is all I am(you are) to be defined

I shall again burst into a thousand pieces

throw a prejudice and nobody shall struggle

your judgement will be always precise

your wishful analysis, please


We deserve more of the sun

so that you can be shaded

so that I can be nurtured

I wonder, if that day will come

when the moon will sink and forever

hide her appearance

our weight shall be freed