unrequited

that moment driving back home

the moment of silence for an unrequited love



the heart sang to a tune about loneliness

thy shan't compare

love birds of the worldly shouldn't matter

but you are the one I had feelings for

it resonated




why should I feel for myself




without persistence,

it could have been long gone



you didn't save yourself

you created new dimensions to be tangled in




as much as the created space was genuine

I knew you outside from that ideal

so when we weren't within

I wept, held a pity party

and then, see you in the space of ideal





down goes it

banished

the unrequited love

after tune

anticipation filled the vision

whilst sense got numb 

until I realize that I have been chased

by the ray 

and dawn showed up

until sunrise

no matter what you do

       making love

or dancing through the night

she's going to stay

until sunrise

never knew this world exist

until you came in suh-weet

until sunrise

warm cocoa with a towel wiped wet

when morning chirps of the birds greet you

until sunrise

I can't get enough of you

verge

perhaps 

before giving up

the last thought that would ever linger 

in space is

not being able to reach out

to touch

hazy

she didn't even drink much...just loads of dancing




how casual you picked up details

before we part

this girl's alone, you don't quite know what to do or feel about it

getting into it is just not the easiest

regardless how I choose to open or reach out

I got my first glass broken   that night

it wasn't as tough as I thought it would be

though my heart was taking it very cautiously 

wine was great

reading was great

work was equally great

spotting you at the corner, too was sweet

this persuasive gut feeling oozed

overwriting all laws of the universe

you gave me more of a reason 

to be free spirited






when I read, there were doubts

a sense of categorized

           boring emotions

but I seem to be able to read some sense of genuineness



you got that gift






so much for a heavier pair of boots

nothing is going to stop me from reacting to my set of instincts





you're pretty much attractive

quota

it was trance that you injected

beats in my head

colours sensed with my eyes closed

you stayed

half conscious makes it all better remembered

a bell awakened

with external stimuli in your shoes and mine

we had a great time

you left a morning 

on the bed

topless

an outline of your curved spine

not the strongest built 

                 such tender to be remembered

I jumped off my nest

and took it with me

           makes me wonder

if I could ever run out feeling what I felt

go back to bed

overlap

when the dance floor belongs to me but me alone

i dived into that dimension

myself, spinning, grooving

though I wish to have you to be part of that


were you?



i need not try too hard

to fall into what I think

perceiving you is all about

with a slight push and pull

all you need to do is to respond and be stiff

even the slightest

i remember how it is

to feel peace when i welcomed

what it is to just trust

with you in the picture





this new realm that you shared

and i walked into

and put two worlds together







pure ecstasy

dance floor

is this what it is

when peace call upon

no room for doubts

no room to draw back


my threshold overcame via a bottle of cold beer

didn't taste the best but it put me to a place similiar

to one zone, a space I desire

no room for shoe identification

no room for bleeding heart          when bodies touch


for all reasons, how it ended

was what I felt most comfortable with

I am on the right track

it was a natural flow of movement

one inch to another

one dimension to the other

fulfilled

on the dance floor

no room for self destruction

no room for intrusion



and we connected

with invisible alien antennas




my peace registered