Like a Bird

the momentum of time

waking up to bed

my thoughts shot straight to you within a rocket

one that is lead with the heart

穿越时空




I have never paid attention to our jumbled up space

back track, back and forward

we permitted each of our accesses




it felt like you were singing in my room

with that voice I knew was yours

you sang and you sang

a sense of sadness filled


it was a gift of your presence

it was how I get to know you better



I was not sure - I was so sure about it

a gush of intensity sprung from the gut

it is a voice

it is singing

I don't know how you came upon

but you did



I am now singing

趁火

趁这个时候

记得你敞开的心

无际的笑容

烦恼


我们对望 ——

若你还在质疑

我可以以海浪的歌声

歌唱

给你安慰


谢谢你

同我一起走

那个纯真

眼前荡漾



以后就

交给我吧

小眯

眯着小眼

我们对望

只有你看见

我在笑


你是在眯着眼吗




空气是我们的媒人

一公尺

大概是我
想要和你最近的距离

只有你在看见

我乐的笑

我编的舞蹈


空气应该含
我们隐约的对白




你留了下来

可惜我什么都没留下

思绪里的我们已都不回头

可现实

我们却不懂得靠近



我们干杯

我不想多抽

对不起

动作没说  喜欢你

直到你和伴离开

我多么想把你给拦着



我们什么都没说




我的无奈

夹在头发间的烟味里

一丝丝






想要和你体验的

应该是你的能力吧

还有你   私下

那动人的演艺


小眯

teared

I don't know what you think of me

but I apologise


for you have yet to learn

to take full responsibility of your actions

your reactions

your gut and gauge

your free formed purity, colour

the world you want to explore

                           your capacity



to contrast with my sharp intentions

even if they aren't ill in the slightest

my trained state of mind

and of my subconscious wish to write



I mean no harm

I am barely armed

should you ever be cautious and put your guard high


I am sorry

trash

this forceful title

to be claimed as trash



crumbles in your heart

squeezed in your palm to be entitled




 I gave you such liberty

to have me outcast

I must be looking for you

in such desperation



no, because

we didn't plan to love each other in such a manner

captured

so say this is how the Sunday evening begins

pitter-pattered went the rain

I love how ventilated this old house is

we breathed together



perhaps you are nothing more than a canvas

for me to paint my imagination of romance

all that I've collected and subscribed


yet you're still just

a canvas

to my single-sided fondness




all I did was

kneading my reasons into logic

albeit
nobody needed to care

this space is captured for me and you

and your black dogs




I tried breathing in the same rhythm as you did

- self explanatory

and your white strands out growing your emotional intelligence

makes me wonder how this came into place

as I watch you sleep

soundlessly





Happy birthday

soft spoken

I have forgotten how to live

I confess

how it is to pour a little sun on the skin

how it is to fold clothes hung dry

how do I clear my dead skin cells from the tiles

next to my bed

how do I function with a living space

                   I call home



my standards of comfort

responsibility

are to be instilled by the influence of the sorts       of which

who tells you

to shut the cover of detergent tight after you finish

who tells you to pick up trash that you have created

how does logic function within me

what draws a line of your discipline, claimed sense of righteousness

and a vision that I've blurred



I see circles

I spin